I have come to the conclusion that 3D is just one big paradox after another, and they are not going to be resolved in this density, so I might as well just put my arms up and enjoy the roller coaster going up and down, up and down, round and round and upside-down. I am just going with it. I don't really know what move to make now. I tried going to San Francisco. That did not work out. I tried going to Lebanon. That did not work out. So I am back here in McMinnville, back to the place where I moved almost two years ago now. And the end of the world as we know it is getting ever closer. So I am just going to accept myself and my circumstances for what they are right now. And take things one moment at a time.

It is not enough 
To think you know
It is not enough
To think you have answers
The moment you think you know anything
The moment will pass and your knowledge 
Will be used up and useless
Life is a paradox
Opposites spinning in air
Which one will I choose today
Which one will I lose
Don't blink
Because you will lose the moment
And your choices change 
Like hands on a clock
Ever-moving 
Ever-changing