Today is the first day of fall. This is the season where the old falls away. What makes this fall so remarkable is it is the autumn of 2012. This is the season of profound change and transformation. I feel like those of us who incarnated at this time to be the light in the midst of the darkness, the way showers, the galactic conduits, the transmuters of the energies coming in for Mother Earth and the human collective, are going to transform into butterflies so that we can circulate around the world and show people what they are capable of. That we are all divine sparks. That we are all lights of God. That each of us has a unique note in the Divine Symphony. I know our star brothers and sisters don't want to be seen as saviors, and that is why they are waiting for disclosure. They are waiting for something to happen. Perhaps for a group of lightworkers to transform? To show people that it is up to each and every one of us to save ourselves, and that we are more than capable of great things, just like Jesus, Buddha, Muhammed, and all of the Ascended Masters said we were.  
 
 
Lisa Harrison has some new interviews up on her website. Check them out. I love Lisa. She is trying to shine a light on all of the darkness. But I am really having a problem with her Collective Imagination project. I know that we cannot have 4D while we are still in 3D. It is impossible. They are not energetically compatible. We are 3D beings; therefore, we must be in 3D as well. And we are here to have 3D experiences. 3D is about polarity: light/dark, good/evil, positive/negative. We experience this polarity, accept it, understand it, and integrate it. Only after all of this hard work, this inner work, can you even be ready for 4D. 

I am beginning to think that the Avatars and Wanderers that came here to assist Earth and humanity with the transition to 4D are just sick of 3D and want it to be over with already. Believe me, I understand completely. But all you have to do is look around to see that many people are not ready for 4D. For whatever reasons, there are many people still asleep at this time. They don't want a different world, a better world, 4D. They don't want things to change. And they have the free will to stay asleep. These people cannot be helped at this late hour. The people that can be helped are those on the precipice of change, those who are on the threshold of 4D. We can only love those still asleep. But I don't fear for them anymore, like I used to, because they will get back to Source in their own time.   

In addition, you have the Illuminati/Cabal, and though most people view them as evil, what we don't acknowledge is that their choice of service to self (negative) is just as valid as a choice of service to others (positive). What makes anyone think they are going to just stop doing what they are doing? They won't, because their path generates energy. Though I choose to serve others and generate energy another way, I also acknowledge and accept and love those serving themselves. That does not mean I agree with what they do, and it does not mean I cannot act in ways that counteract theirs. I have simply stopped giving them my energy. I don't even think about them anymore. They are merely players in the divine drama, as are we all, but they are not the Director. 

What we can do, and have already done, is make the transition to 4D easier. Every act of love, every positive thought, every moment of joy, creates a ripple in the Collective/Planetary Consciousness. Each ripple affects those ready to receive it, and then they send out ripples, and so forth, and this is slowly but surely raising the Consciousness. By living my life with love, honesty, integrity, and compassion, I am changing the world. I don't have to imagine it, I am doing it. People don't have a clear understanding of the Universe and how it works. There is much I do not understand, but I do know that there are certain types of energy we can wield to manifest our reality: thoughts, words, and actions. Action is the one with the greatest kinetic energy.

This is how people like Jesus and the Buddha, and more recently, Gandhi and Martin Luther King Jr. achieved the greatest amount of positive change: their actions spoke louder than their words, or their actions created more momentum. They were showing us the way. All Lisa and the rest of us wide awake need to do is follow their example. No Collective Imagination is needed.    
 
 
I am having such a hard time lately. I feel stuck in a world (3D) that I don't belong in, nor want to be in. But here I am, and I am desperately trying to make the most of it. But what is really bothering me about all of this 2012 stuff and all of the so-called enlightened people and healers out there, is that the vast majority of these "enlightened" people are making money off of people seeking answers and a better way of life. They are opening schools and writing books and making DVDs and giving conferences and they are making money off of people. And I fail to see the difference between these people and the Illuminati elites that use money to control people. Actually, they are even worse, because they are supposed to be the people who are here to help us get out of this mess. Not perpetuate it! How are any of these people changing the world? If they have these so-called powers of manifestation and energy control and traveling out of body, etc., then why aren't they using them to better the world for everyone. They claim they are, that the world is saved now because they are here, but I fail to see any differences in our reality. And if they are so advanced and enlightened, then why are they still stuck in 3D with the rest of us? 

I have had several things happen to get me to thinking about all of this. One, I emailed a shaman/healer who is well-known and written many books and has a school. I just asked for some advice and guidance. And I never heard a word back from him. My brother and I recently took a trip to California and back, and on our way back to Tennessee, we stopped in Sedona. It is a beautiful area and the energy was palpable, and there are tons of "healers" and "enlightened" people out there. But not one of them was offering any of their services for free. I got a bunch of brochures from our hotel, and every one of them charge money for their services. Sedona has turned into a tourist destination. And I keep asking myself the same questions:
If these people truly believed in the goodness of the Universe and that the Universe provides for people who are trying to help others, then why are they out there charging money for everything?
If these people were truly trying to help people, trying to change the world, why don't they just all get together and do it already? We all know the power of even a small group of people operating at a higher energy level. 
How do you change the world when you are perpetuating the very things that are wrong with it in the first place? The monetary system is one of the biggest, if not the biggest obstacle to changing the world for the better.
How are these people any different from the Illuminati with their secret societies? Sure, some of them have written books, but I have yet to see any one of these people travel around the world showing anyone who wants to learn how to do what they can supposedly do. Think how quickly we could change the world if they did that! At the end of the day, to attend one of their schools, go to one of their workshops, attend one of their conferences, even to buy their books/DVDs, etc., you have to have money.   

And I ask myself, what would Jesus have done? Buddha? Gandhi? Did they go out and ask their followers to give them money in exchange for their teachings and wisdom? Did Jesus need money to perform his miracles? Did he turn people away because they could not give him anything in return? I am disheartened by this movement of so-called enlightened people, and I have yet to see one who holds a candle to our former masters and teachers. All of these teachers truly practiced what they preached. Not one of these teachers lived in a house, had a car, accumulated possessions, went on vacation, etc. They relied on the Universe to take care of them as they spread their truth and message of love.